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The Walk and The Work

Lately I work out a little bit. My internist suggested me to exercise 15 minutes a day when i got better. I think i am getting better so I have started to do it two days ago. Before I started, I browsed a little bit to know what to do. Not also wanting to be healthy, I wanna get thinner too. Hehehe. I do diet, a little calisthenics, and some work out. My physiology lecturer gave me some advice too. 

First, for breakfast i eat fruits because it can resist hunger more. Then, I walk in the morning or afternoon for at least one hour. I park my car a little far from the usual (so I can walk), I don't use the AC in my room for long so I can sweat. Just little things yet so matter.

The web i read said that in order to be more fun and not lonely when we're jogging or walking, we can bring our mp3 player

I actually have gotten used to walk alone, yet I still bring it. I usually replay Nothing in My Way by Keane. 

 Yesterdays, i took some pictures too. Here they are

 Someone planted these trees about for years ago maybe.... They grow so fast

 A way to the gate. If you can see, there's my apartment that i miss so much :")

 One of the best kampung in Surabaya, kampung sebelah ini --, :)))

 The lovely path walk ...

 Dawn....

 Sometimes you have to stop just to tie your shoes, not for long, then move on

 Perumahan sebelah :))

Someone loves sky and shady road

Unreached goal :)))

My parents followed me to walk in the dawn, tapi akhirnya aku ketinggalan tapi dapet foto ini ciyeh (di sawah belakang perumahan)

wedding song

Lately, I enjoy listening to wedding songs or love songs that really have deep meanings. I don't know why, maybe by listening to it i feel loved :") (melasnyaaa) hahaha JK.
There are some songs which are in my playlist that i listen to it frequently these times:
1. Jon Mclaughlin - A Song You Might Here in A Wedding
Even the title shows that you might here this song in a wedding :))  

"But if tomorrow you're gone. And I still go on. I promise to.....Spend the rest of me on you."

2. Plain White T's - Hey There Delilah
This song, I think it's about a young boy promising a commitment to his girl. I found it so cute and sweet. 

"Hey there Delilah, I know times are getting hard. But just believe me girl, someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar. We'll have it good, we'll have the life we knew we would. My word is good"

The word is indeed good  
3. Justin Timberlake - Mirrors
Hhhh, i don't think I need to explain this song because we all know how beautiful it is. Finding and loving someone who reflects and perfectly matches you. What I really like about wedding songs actually is the lyrics that show about caring and helping the spouse.

"'Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul. I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go. Just put your hand on the glass. I'll be tryin' to pull you through. You just gotta be strong"

4. Fire House - Here For You
As I am someone that actually frequently spends my time alone back then. I like this song so baaad. 

"I am here for you, always here for you. When you're needin' someone to hold you. Remember I told you, I am here for you, I am here for you"

Sweet, knowing someone will be there alwasy for you :)

5. James Morrisson - I Won't Let You Go
Just one sentence ... 

"You don't have to be alone"

6. OneRepublic - Something I Need
This soooooong, wkwkwkw, really really tricky boy. Yet, sweet and interesting. 
First, Ryan sings 

"You got something I need. in this world full of people there's one killing me

And if we only die once I wanna die with you"

and he repeats it in the chorus. then...slowly....in the end 

"If we only die once I wanna die with
If we only live once I wanna live with you

:)))))))) 
7. Ada Band - Masih (Sahabatku, Kekasihku)
Aaah, sweet title huh :))) Old song, but still lovely to listen

"Walau badai menghadang, ingatlah ku kan slalu setia menjagamu.Berdua kita lewati jalan yang berliku tajam.Resah yang kau rasakan, kan jadi bagian hidupku bersamamu.Letakkanlah segala lara di pundakku ini.."

Clearly ! A wedding song ! 

8. The Cinematic Orchestra - To Build A Home
Nothing to say, just read it, listen to it, and imagine.....

There is a house built out of stone
Wooden floors, walls and window sills
Tables and chairs worn by all of the dust
This is a place where I don't feel alone
This is a place where I feel at home.

And I built a home
for you
for me

Until it disappeared
from me
from you

And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust........

Out in the garden where we planted the seeds
There is a tree as old as me
Branches were sewn by the color of green
Ground had arose and passed its knees

By the cracks of the skin I climbed to the top
I climbed the tree to see the world
When the gusts came around to blow me down
Held on as tightly as you held onto me
Held on as tightly as you held onto me......

And I built a home
for you
for me

Until it disappeared
from me
from you

And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust........

New Love (?)

Yey akhirnya posting blog lagi. Kemarin-kemarin rempong sama tugas-tugas yang nggak berkeprimanusiaan TT (Sekarang juga sih tapi udah mendingan)

Yesterday was my first day for my piano course in Ahmad Dhani School of Rock(ADSOR). I was so happy that finally i got a chance to learn piano. It was actually my internist and my mom who always encourage me to do what i wanna do and what i love to do. Back then, i tried to be a kpoper which actually worked for almost half a year ! Worked for my illnesses not to come back. But you know, i got bored very easily. Now, i chose playing piano and something secret mwehehehe. And i am still looking for more love to feel also <3 Things to love, i mean. Not someone to love. :p Got plenty already (Family, friend, and...someone who might read this also ! xixixixi) 

I am still learning bout fingering for piano. Yesterday i learned Titanium by David Guetta. My teacher(whose name i don't know and forgot to ask TT) told me that i had to sing too but i was just laughing. He told me that we would learned jazz in the future. I was so exciting because my Dad love jazz and i love my Dad :D (?) However for this month, we will learn to play sad songs only :( I am allergic to sadness,Sir !!! In piano i found it quite hard because i have two tiny hands and short fingers. But i am still exciting bout it. 

I don't know when exactly was it and i am not gonna count the days. I was so sad bout something. I am not gonna write it here hehehe. I even didn't wanna talk bout it even to myself. My internist and my mom won't let me be sad and depressed for sure. But now maybe i can be a little open to talk about it to my close friend to share because i think my health is getting better in time. Alhamdulillah. Yet i am not gonna think about it too deep anymore. I am still having some healing process to go through. And moreover, My God forbids me to be sad. :") Sorry God ... Astaghfirullahhaladziim

.........وَلَا تَهِنُوا۟ وَلَا تَحْزَنُو

Dan janganlah kamu merasa lemah dan janganlah kamu bersedih hati 

QS Ali Imran[3]:139 

So, Tenang aja  :) 

(like someone always says)