New Love (?)

Yey akhirnya posting blog lagi. Kemarin-kemarin rempong sama tugas-tugas yang nggak berkeprimanusiaan TT (Sekarang juga sih tapi udah mendingan)

Yesterday was my first day for my piano course in Ahmad Dhani School of Rock(ADSOR). I was so happy that finally i got a chance to learn piano. It was actually my internist and my mom who always encourage me to do what i wanna do and what i love to do. Back then, i tried to be a kpoper which actually worked for almost half a year ! Worked for my illnesses not to come back. But you know, i got bored very easily. Now, i chose playing piano and something secret mwehehehe. And i am still looking for more love to feel also <3 Things to love, i mean. Not someone to love. :p Got plenty already (Family, friend, and...someone who might read this also ! xixixixi) 

I am still learning bout fingering for piano. Yesterday i learned Titanium by David Guetta. My teacher(whose name i don't know and forgot to ask TT) told me that i had to sing too but i was just laughing. He told me that we would learned jazz in the future. I was so exciting because my Dad love jazz and i love my Dad :D (?) However for this month, we will learn to play sad songs only :( I am allergic to sadness,Sir !!! In piano i found it quite hard because i have two tiny hands and short fingers. But i am still exciting bout it. 

I don't know when exactly was it and i am not gonna count the days. I was so sad bout something. I am not gonna write it here hehehe. I even didn't wanna talk bout it even to myself. My internist and my mom won't let me be sad and depressed for sure. But now maybe i can be a little open to talk about it to my close friend to share because i think my health is getting better in time. Alhamdulillah. Yet i am not gonna think about it too deep anymore. I am still having some healing process to go through. And moreover, My God forbids me to be sad. :") Sorry God ... Astaghfirullahhaladziim

.........وَلَا تَهِنُوا۟ وَلَا تَحْزَنُو

Dan janganlah kamu merasa lemah dan janganlah kamu bersedih hati 

QS Ali Imran[3]:139 

So, Tenang aja  :) 

(like someone always says)